I'm back again , its been a hectic month and hectic semester for this year . got a lot of things to do . well its for my own good maybe . i try to achieve what i want . In Sha Allah , i will try my best for final .
It's really hard to satisfied human needs right . they never appreciate a single things people do for them . its not that hard wasn't it . they need us when they need help or in problem . whatever kind of problem they will look and seek for us but when we in that state they just ignore and never help . its me or them that selfish ? i don't know what to say . i rather being quiet and observe . i don't like to talk just to stand by my own when they team up on me . what the hell they think about me . a selfish person ? oh hell no , i guess they never know they real me , they never know about me , the truth me . they just know me because of my name right ?
I, seriously help them when they really need my help especially in the subject they don't know . But when it comes to helping me , its seems like a big deal for them . see, who is the selfish freak right now ?! fuck off these people . i really don't need a friends when they're just faking it . oh well , the truth friends stick together , whether its a bad or good thing they will accept the way their friends is . I guess college life is really is hard compared to high school . At least , i still got my high school best-friends that stick with me trough hard and thick . She is really a understand person that really really understand me . Guess friend you are really my true friend after all . Thank you cause you came into my life .
I don't want to care about this kind of people . they just kinda break my heart . Call me names because i don't fucking care about this useless freak that need me when they in trouble only not when i'm in trouble . they just think that i don't care and never care about the pair work or group work . i did my part but can they help me in print out the work . Fine , they can do whatever they want . I seriously don't fucking care about you bastard! I really appreciate this short friendship between you and me ! THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH !
they talked about me behind my back , well its really nice to have you as my friends and i guess this is it . i'll go my way . this is the test for me . i accept it .
signed off
qaqa :)